While in the locker room after physical education, I detected that I was sexually attracted to several of the other boys, and I also saw many boys walking around the school corridors who caught my attention. I had problems settling the issue in my mind, but nevertheless, I looked at him ever so often, and I felt pleasure while doing so.Īs time went on, as I entered puberty, I began to take a more active, albeit still very discrete, interest in other boys. While my thoughts at that time were not particularly sexual (I was nine at the time), I often thought about whether or not I thought this boy beautiful. I started in a new school, and I was fascinated, in a rather special way, by a particular boy in my class. When I think back of my early childhood, I can remember moving with my parents and little sister to a city in southern Sweden called Tranås.
